Sucked today's exam.
It should be a wake up call to me.
Finally I know what made my condition worse,
besides my personality and my lifeless course.
Loneliness.
Do I really have a certain close friends.
that always hang out and meet each other,
share the laughter and tears
No.
and it's my fault. it's myself to be blamed.
never try to stay connected with friends.
Until recently I lost my closest person to talk with,
I find no one in a sudden,
what I experience in the day, I just feel like share to her everything.
like I used to be. but it's so heart-breaking that I can't do that anymore.
She was my whole world.
Thus,
I was busy finding people
to save my soul back
I was busy finding a chat mate
to let me feel that I'm still alive
How desperate I am
and Thank you all that willing to walk along with me.
You guys are lovely.
Much love for you all <3
Please do find me if you guys need any help in the future.
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